ENTRY #2: May 2026

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do i have a story to tell you...

THE KITCHEN DEMOS - DIGITAL RELEASE
"Trust Your Fam"
by Lizzie West

If you’ve been following my journey back to work over the last couple years, you know that last July 4th weekend, I released my first single in forever, a sequel to a Christmas Song of mine that was first released on Warner Bros. Records in 2002.

23 years later, the sequel I released last Summer was called "Family Fourth"

You may also know about the fan who became my fam and helped me figure out how to release that track.

My fam first found me hiding out in a Fox hole and then helped me get back to work remembering who I am, on stage and more (see last year’s blog entry below). Together, he and I began to build a plan for me to return to commercial recording and touring as Lizzie West. Our first big step was to package and release some, very raw, new recordings that I had done, by myself, during the early morning hours of the day, in my Catskills Kitchen pantry. My fam and I collaborated to put out those songs as a CD only release called The Kitchen Demos.

The Kitchen Demos are now having a NEW release moment! I started sharing the whole album with you, digitally, impromptu, starting this past Mother’s day.

The digital collection is now available for the first time as a downloadable album on band camp. This is a dream for me. Especially since our team at Because of You Management Group continues to grow so wonderfully. We’re pushing momentum on what’s possible and it’s paying off.

To me, a fam is a seriously invested fan.

For example…

A basic fan goes to shows and buys merch and music, which is amazing, don’t get me wrong, I love all fans. I’m convinced each of us plays a perfect role in the intricately unfolding story of our interconnected lives.

But… a fam is a certain caliber of friendship that does live beyond compare.

Scott Shelley began taking a leadership position in my life starting late 2024. He is now co-directing the formation of Because of You Management Group with me. We meet weekly. Sometimes things get pressing, and we have to talk more, or text day to day, or moment to moment even. He’s there for me when I have a question, or if I’m panicking about a sudden curve ball that I’ve been thrown. He’s steady, empowering and I trust him.

A fam is like that - someone who’s deeply committed to my work and music - to empowering me to stay safe and be successful in whatever way they can.

BoyMG is a growing coalition of such people - a purpose driven, for profit, LLC. An artist, and fam, owned, and run, management company designed to empower my comeback, while also using my life story to educate the youth on what to do, and what not to do in The Entertainment Business. We, at Because of You Management Group, use my life mythos to create effective vocational training systems and opportunities for gifted students in the arts.

After 20+ years of community organizing in this way - with so many students, old and new friends, coaches, and mentors - who have gathered around my work underground, across the country, and quietly throughout the globe - I’m forming a more and more, above ground, re-introduction campaign, an offering of commercial enterprise, through an official agreement, with you, my fam.

Our work is to form an unshakable alliance, a friendship that will, not only allow, but guarantee, certain, autonomous and authentic artists to thrive well in the 21st century and beyond. We are building a symbiotic web of solutions that will give the next generations a chance “to fly.” There is a certain manifesto of complex and miraculous relationships at play here… including the formation of Because of You Management Group in Missouri and Because of You Management Group in NY as well. Both emerging communities are based on a beautiful spectrum of relationships that I began ages ago. The moral of this story becomes increasingly obvious to me… Trust Your Fam.

For the first time after becoming 100% devoted to being a homesteading mom and community organizer for the last 20+ years, I am totally focused on serving you, my fam, through commercial recording and touring full time again.

If you want to be part of our work in building Because of You Management Group, please email us at dharmabell@gmail.com. There are many roles to play. Many hats to wear. Join the team. Invest time and/or money. Donate. Mentor. And MORE. Create your own role, learn to grow this new, innovative, company with us - No matter what… Stay In Touch. We Love You.

Because of You Management - Volunteering Friends - in no particular order for now…. If I forget to list you on a credit. here, or for Fam Media Captures, please write me and let me know! I will make it up to you by featuring you and your work here and in my next blog.

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DEEPEST GRATITUDE FOR ALL SINCERE BOYMG VOLUNTEERS - WHETHER YOU ARE POPPING BY FOR A MEETING, OR JOINING OUR TEAM FOR SHORT SPURTS, OR BECOMING INTEGRAL TO OUR LONG GAME CREW…

THANK YOU!!

THINGS COULD BE SO DIFFERENT.

Thank you - Rev. Conway, Rose O’Neill, Esther Bell, Matt Bua, Dina Botts, Mike Lanuto, Kira Brunner, Joey Prize, Michelle Williams, Dan Arshack, Manga Garvey, Jennifer Wang, Marley Mader, Erik Swift, Meeghan Darling, Micah Doig, Linda Doig, Pastor Rick, Gaven Barker. Jacob Kistinger, Angela Lanuto, Mackenzie Wilson, Perry Serpa, Tom Fucito, Gary Kistinger, Adam Saunders, Kevin Walsh, Richard King, Beth Pike, Kiley Grimes, Yahav, Beth Pike, Lisa Bartlett, David Bartlett, Pete Szkolka, The Road House Crew, Scott Shelley, Andrew vanBerkel, Frances Hill, Sue Matsuki, Paul Dunk... Also, to my Key Mentors who are unnamed for now & empowering my return, you know who you are. I thank you to the core. Especially for the last three years

UPDATE: 9/19/25

Because of You and I decided to push up the Kitchen Demos release from October to August.

The Kitchen Demos is available for order NOW - from my Kitchen to yours, thank you!

ENTRY #1: July 2025

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do i have a story to tell you...

THE KITCHEN DEMOS
"Find Your Fam"
by Lizzie West

This is the first new song released in my name... in 20 years...

...it's a sequel to my Christmas Song, which was featured on my first Warner Bros. Records release. You may remember it, that song was called Family Christmas.
This one is called...
"Family Fourth"
- New Recording Available Now. 
- It is from my Upcoming Album, The Kitchen Demos (Full Album Due Out Soon 2025) -
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"The Kitchen Demos" were recently discovered by my fan, or my "fam" as I call him - he is a great friend of my music who asked me to finally return to commercial recording and touring under my real name - Lizzie West - this year.

He came and found me in a Fox Hole, hiding out under my pen name. We met weekly, became good friends, built trust and decided it was time. He went digging through my archives for around three months to find the music he most wanted me to release first.

He chose a collection of solo demos that I had sent him as samples of a concert I was rehearsing. I thought of the collection as "the bones of my new show..." so his choice was surprising to me but I was intrigued. I just didn't really think anyone would ever hear my pantry songs beyond the Kitchen when I first recorded them.

But I agreed to release The Kitchen Demos as an album, even though they were so raw - because I knew the angels had been in the room with me when I recorded them, and also, because, my heart tells me now, that my life - and my work - belong more and more to You, to me following the lead of my true fans - my "fam."

My fam and I decided to start a collectibles record label together - to put out a first printing of The Kitchen Demos this Fall, through our own independent product development company called - "Because of You Music Co." Thank you Andrew vanBerkel.

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The first track I'm sharing now, from the Kitchen Demos album, in advance of my October release, is the 14th track from my new collection

Recorded in the pantry at my little family Homestead in the Catskills, from September 2024-January 2025, The Kitchen Demos album was captured by me, on my i-phone, using the i-messages app, in the early morning hours, when everyone else in the old farmhouse was still sleeping - long rich moments alone, just me and the songs, before I put my daughter on the bus each day.

"Family Fourth" shares the ongoing tale of a family that we first met in 2002, when I released "Family Christmas"... It's the story of my own personal, national and generational healing, - about needing to break the chains of negative programming, find great people to share common ground with and start all over.

Years ago, I began a new, healthy, family life, from scratch. - "created a new pie crust", so to speak, - started all over in the Kitchen and created a bunch of new songs...

Thank you to everyone helping me return to commercial recording and touring. Write me - by subscribing and responding. And... if you wrote and didn't get word back from me yet, please accept my apologies and send me your email again. I'm just resurfacing to find you. Join the team. Listen. Download. Follow. Come to one of my Fall 2025 Reunions. Stay In Touch. We Love You.